#desnudo on February 7th, 2007 (time indicated as so).... and its not even related to what I talk about here.
It's 3.30 a.m. and I should be studying for tomorrow's.. no, today's quiz actually. But I just don't fuckin' feel like it. Spent more time than I'd liked trying to figure out why I couldn't connect to IRC-Friends using .:§imon:.
Been feeling like shit for the past few weeks.. funny thing is I've been the one listenin to other people's shit and trying to make them feel better while trying (yes, I am loving the freedom of repeating myself) not to blow my fuckin head off. The only ones who listen to me are Chait and Billy (of course). I was feelin dangerously ugly early yesterday evening (as it's already Wednesday by now) and texted Billy without expecting a reply. But he did. The only fuckin thing that has been able to touch me since the past few weeks (fuck grammar). Talked to Nick on MSN feeling like a fucking zombie. Either we've lost the vibe, or my depression is kicking back in full force and gaining speed.
Billy said
"I'm always with u, no matter how bad things get, never de-value urself"I wish he's here and that it's Saturday so I can sleep all day and all night. I need my reverie back. I seriously and desperately do. Feels lousy like fuck. Blah.
Brice
This sexy cutie is Brice, from Chrono Chross (yes, the video game). And in case you're wondering, yes, he's naked =D
This is the part where he transformed as Brice again after being able to obtain the Dragon Tear (which is required for him to get his body back from Lynx) and performing some kind of ritual at the tower (I bloody forgot the name of the tower) at Pyre Mountain. That's about it (I mean the description of that picture) I guess and I might not make much sense except to those who have played this game before. I haven't finished playing it though.. too many good things out there to try out. I will get to it, of course. And I have been wanting to try out Chrono Trigger which, most of them said, is better than Cross. I haven't had a chance to get my hands on a single playstation ever since I came here (college) and I fuckin miss my heroes.. *sigh*
Hmm.. I should put on more pictures of Brice.. but I can't seem to find any on the computer.. hmm.. let's see if this works..
Damn.. I can never figure this picture thing right. Oh well, at least I know it works. Let's see what else I got in my junk box..
Cute.. aren't they?
Man.. I gotta go find food.
::xoxoxo:: 1:43 PM
This is what my recent desktop looks like.
Uh, yeah.. I get attracted to black gothic thing. Found both the pictures at
deviantart.com edited and combined them both so I have something I really like to look at everyday. Ha Ha. Oh, by the way, my friend Tabby (no, it's a guy and no, his name is not really Tabby. I just call him that) said I should post this picture (it's my MSN display picture). What do you think, Tabby?
How's that for your likings? Ha Ha Ha.
I got this from a friend. And it's one heck of a picture if you ask me. I am not what you would call a 'blogger'. Not what you would call a true 'blogger' anyway.. I've seen some of the blogs around the 'net and wow.. some of them just blow your fuckin minds up. I don't possess the same amount of passion for this as most of them do. But I'd probably be updating this thingy more often now that I have access in my room. Blah.
Time check: 11:00 a.m.
Fucking hungry and I have to go down to the Tv room later to watch CSI Supreme Sunday. Gotta go take a shower. Later, Simon.
(Who's Simon? one of these days I might talk about him. I just might)
::xoxoxo:: 11:00 AM
I found an avatar that I really really like. I ma be using this for a long time. But God bless me, I've forgotten how to put the bloody image at the center instead of on the left. Blah. Nevermind. I gotta figure out that comment link soon.
::xoxoxo:: 10:25 AM
My longest conversation with Tyler.
^pyro^: wb ash
littlelittle: thanks
littlelittle: i wonder if they're having fun yet
^pyro^ : you usin dial up?
^pyro^: brb
littlelittle: nope
littlelittle: what la u
^pyro^: back
littlelittle: wb
^pyro^: sorry was finishin up on the homework
littlelittle: so u were saying?
^pyro^: thx
^pyro^: you think someone is messin wit your connection?
littlelittle: u got homework??
littlelittle: i think so
littlelittle: i dont know, really
littlelittle: malas to bother
littlelittle: i figured u closed the account?
^pyro^: yeah i got homework
^pyro^: and yes i closed it
littlelittle: u did huh
littlelittle: why
^pyro^: don't need it
^pyro^: it's not a necessity
littlelittle: then i have got a lot of accs to close
littlelittle: haha
^pyro^: (=
littlelittle: and i just created a blog
^pyro^: can i take a look at it?
littlelittle: there's nothing in it, really. except the result of my personality test
littlelittle: but sure
littlelittle: http://littleashes.blogspot.com
littlelittle: i just started just now
^pyro^: bloggin helps
littlelittle:help how
^pyro^> it lets you have an outlet to pour out your feelins, thoughts whatso ever
littlelittle: i have a journal at home
^pyro^> that's good as well
littlelittle: i dont know how to put up the picture in the profile thou
^pyro^: gotta ask edoraye
^pyro^: she's good with this stuff
littlelittle: i asked my friend
littlelittle: but malas to bother with it also
littlelittle: it's raining
^pyro^: it's kinda troublesome
^pyro^: oh it is
^pyro^: i like rain
littlelittle: yea i do too
littlelittle: on good days
^pyro^: guess we do share abit of some stuffs
littlelittle: dont say it like that. it sounds disturbing
littlelittle: u know
littlelittle: i realised i am afraid to go to sleep at night
littlelittle: not afraid, afraid more like, i feel like if i go to sleep, I'd miss out on something huge.
littlelittle: something major
littlelittle: i'm putting that in the blog
^pyro^: go ahead
littlelittle: already did.
^pyro^: (=
* littlelittle sighs
littlelittle: i have psychological problem
* jb_sleeeeeep gives littlelittle a big hug, then drifts off to sleep.
jb_sleeeeeep: g'nite
^pyro^: i dont get one john?
^pyro^: damn
littlelittle: neat
littlelittle: he loves me, not you
^pyro^: hehe
littlelittle: i need a boyfriend
littlelittle: fast
littlelittle: i'm such a retard.
littlelittle: hey, lets have some interesting conversation, ty
littlelittle: then i can put it up on the blog
^pyro^: got the bloggin bug huh
littlelittle: i dont know
littlelittle: but while i'm at it, why not?
^pyro^: i guess so
littlelittle: if u're at the page, u shud check out the link to Desnudian's Rendevous.
^pyro^: i did
^pyro^: one of your mates?
littlelittle: yeah. a few of my mates, actually
littlelittle: it's a channel blog
^pyro^: i c
littlelittle: 2^Sane
^pyro^: cool
littlelittle: he's a major cutie
littlelittle: with a real brain too
littlelittle: rare speciment
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: some girls might go crazy for him
littlelittle: i dont get the sparks thou
^pyro^: hey you want gmail ash?
-- *He just switched from blogging to gmail!*--
^pyro^: 2gigs of space
littlelittle: what is gmail?
littlelittle: i have three emails already as it is
littlelittle: no, four. or is it five
littlelittle: i cant even keep track
littlelittle: so what is GMAIL?
littlelittle: what does it do?
^pyro^: gmail is googles email service
littlelittle: and?
^pyro^: with 2gb space which is alot
^pyro^: you can search
^pyro^: and all la
littlelittle: difference from other emails?
^pyro^: the major differnce is the space amount
^pyro^: you neva have to delete another email again
littlelittle: but i do want to delete irrelevant emails
^pyro^: it's available in 12 languages
^pyro^: you can send up to 10mb of photos in a single mail
littlelittle: i'm posting this in the blog.
littlelittle: haha
^pyro^: hehe
littlelittle: are you selling me something, ty?
^pyro^: not really
^pyro^: it's free
^pyro^: :P
^pyro^: you wanna see mablog?
^pyro^: it's got nothin actually
littlelittle: then why are you so eager to get me this gmail?
littlelittle: sure why not.
^pyro^: just som ron of the mill thoughts
^pyro^: coz i have about 50 invites la
^pyro^: can give to anyone
^pyro^: so i thought i give you one
littlelittle: how come you get 50 invites?
littlelittle: how does this thing work anyway?
^pyro^: i was invited by sal
^pyro^: so if i give you one, you would have 50 invites
^pyro^: it's like a chain letter
^pyro^: http://mizerylovesco.blogspot.com/
^pyro^: mine
littlelittle: ewh. i hate those.
^pyro^: i said like
littlelittle: same thing
littlelittle: i get 50 invites, so what am i to do with those?
^pyro^: you can invite your friends to start gmail
littlelittle: ugh.
littlelittle: i am the world's laziest human being.
^pyro^: kay
littlelittle: you talk a lot about sin city
^pyro^: great movie
^pyro^: i had the comics
littlelittle: really
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: what's it about anyway
littlelittle: doesnt strike my fancy thou
^pyro^: it'a all noir stuff
^pyro^: like done in the sixties
littlelittle: what is noir?
^pyro^: the movie is black and white
^pyro^: 1. Of or relating to the film noir genre.
^pyro^: 2. A genre of crime literature featuring tough, cynical characters and bleak settings.
^pyro^: 3. Suggestive of danger or violence.
littlelittle: and i thought noir means black
^pyro^: more like dark
littlelittle: i see i see
*This was when Chait came in so I stopped talking to Tyler and chatted with Chait instead. After a while Chait had to go watch some telly. So I continued talking to Ty.*
^pyro^: me no hug huh DiVaZieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
littlelittle: everybody loves me and not you
littlelittle: when will you get that
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: now, back to my question
^pyro^: i guess so
littlelittle: have you got this channel logged?
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: okay good
littlelittle: am gonna need it
^pyro^: which day and what time
littlelittle: not sure
littlelittle: i just finished putting up a conversation on the blog
^pyro^: errr.....
littlelittle: not sure i have enuff the energy to do another
littlelittle: why
^pyro^: coz i would have a hard time if ya lookin for anything in particular
littlelittle: i just wanted the conversation for today
littlelittle: ours and with chait just now
^pyro^: alrite
^pyro^: you wan it now?
littlelittle: no, send it to my email later
littlelittle: when i'm gone
^pyro^: alrite
littlelittle: neat
^pyro^: (=
littlelittle: u shud see that new entries i posted
littlelittle: haha.
littlelittle: i am really bad at keeping a conversationg going
littlelittle: especially when ppl say 'okay'
littlelittle: i wouldnt know what to come up with next
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: so u agree?
*Chait came back for a while.*
^pyro^: errr...
littlelittle: u're back already, chait?
littlelittle: hehehe
^pyro^: it's more like i'm confused
DiVaZ: waiting for my housemate :)
littlelittle: oh
DiVaZ: so i'm watching here
littlelittle: why are you confused, tyler?
DiVaZ: so who's this fella?
littlelittle: he's a friend
DiVaZ: wokies
littlelittle: we ended up talking last nite
littlelittle: about trust and whatever
^pyro^: coz i don't know head or tail of that convo
littlelittle: cos i said i wont give him my new number until he got a new hp
littlelittle: so he said, 'u must have had some bad experience blahblahbblah...'
littlelittle: so he brought it up again today
* DiVaZ is now known as DiVaZ[a]
DiVaZ: hmmm
littlelittle: and he's talking abt this 'd' person
littlelittle: i havent the faintest idea of
DiVaZ: okies - i'm off
littlelittle: okay
DiVaZ: if you're still around later ashley
DiVaZ: i wanna know more about this!
DiVaZ: :D
DiVaZ: *HugZ*
DiVaZ: wheeee
littlelittle: oh lol
littlelittle: okay
littlelittle: *HUGS*
DiVaZ: i get hugs and hugs from ashley today
DiVaZ: it's a great day
littlelittle: and i got lots from you too
littlelittle: oh, happy belated birthday, peaches*
^pyro^ looks at DiVaZieeeeeee
littlelittle: get a clue, tyler
DiVaZ: thanks ashley :D
* ^pyro^ walks the lonely road to hell
DiVaZ: don't don't tylerie
littlelittle: hahah
DiVaZ: it's HOT
littlelittle: :P
littlelittle: aww, come on.
DiVaZ: brb all!
*And this was where she left us*
littlelittle: later, chait
littlelittle: see, tyler?
littlelittle: my theory has been proven
littlelittle: they love me, not you.
^pyro^: i knew it all along ash
littlelittle: gimme the link to ur blog again
littlelittle: malas to scroll up
^pyro^: deiiiiii
^pyro^: http://mizerylovesco.blogspot.com/
littlelittle: okay. neat.
littlelittle: i'm putting that up.
^pyro^: which?
littlelittle: the link
^pyro^: kay
^pyro^: thx
* littlelittle smiles
littlelittle: i figured, someone's gotta love you since everybody else dont
^pyro^: awwwwww
^pyro^: thx a million
littlelittle: please.. dont get mushy
littlelittle: it's icky.
^pyro^: i'm just sayin out of courtesy
^pyro^: :P
littlelittle: fair enuff
littlelittle: we're both lousy at keeping a conversation going, arent we?
^pyro^: yeah
littlelittle: i can have coffee with you then
littlelittle: companionable silence
^pyro^: heh
littlelittle: hey! that makes a good title
^pyro^: won't it be a bit awkward?
littlelittle: companionable silence is not awkward
littlelittle: that means we can both be having coffee and not having to talk
littlelittle: isnt that a cherished thought?
^pyro^: sounds alrite to mee
^pyro^: me*
littlelittle: btw, how do i put up a pic in there?
littlelittle: the profile segment, i meant
^pyro^: gimme five mins and i'll tell ya
littlelittle: why do u need 5 mins?
^pyro^: need to refresh ma memory
littlelittle: oh okay
* littlelittle gives tyler five minutes
* littlelittle twists and turns
littlelittle: i am lousy at waiting
littlelittle: tyler, i think i figured it out already
^pyro^: you did?
littlelittle: i'm fast that way
littlelittle: but tell me anyway
littlelittle: i might be wrong
littlelittle: hurry up!!!
^pyro^: http://help.blogger.com/bin/answer.py?answer=776&topic=37
littlelittle: patience is not my virtue
^pyro^: this page will help ya
^pyro^: got pics
littlelittle: oh neat.
littlelittle: i have to post it somewhere
^pyro^: yeah
^pyro^: and you need this hello software
littlelittle: oh well, then nevermind
littlelittle: i figured out abt that one when i started
littlelittle: but i was hoping there might be another way
^pyro^: i only know of this way
littlelittle: and how do i put up pictures in the entries?
littlelittle: i mean, the simplest way
^pyro^: need the hello software alos
^pyro^: also*
littlelittle: ah sheit
^pyro^: it's ez with that software
littlelittle: oh well, nevermind then
littlelittle: maybe i would get around to that when i have more time
^pyro^: i guess so
littlelittle: i still have that homepage to take care of
littlelittle: never did get around to it anyway
^pyro^: homepage?
littlelittle: yeah
^pyro^: you got a website?
littlelittle: i used to put up pictures of me and my friends
littlelittle: uh, yeah
^pyro^: can i see it?
littlelittle: it was a trial anyway
^pyro^: ohh
littlelittle: i was just having fun with the html codes
littlelittle: since i learned it myself few years ago
littlelittle: i dont remember the link.
littlelittle: i need to go to angelfire and find out
littlelittle: haha
^pyro^: html codes, sounds cool
littlelittle: but hey, when i'm done re-designing it, maybe i would put up the link in the blog
littlelittle: yeah, but i never get around to learn more, after i started college.
^pyro^: ic
littlelittle: my course dont teach that stuff
littlelittle: i had to learn everything by myself years ago
^pyro^: what do you study?
littlelittle: comp eng
^pyro^: oh
littlelittle: they give it a fancy name
littlelittle: basically it is (supposedly) training us to be a comp sys asst eng.
littlelittle: yeah rite.
littlelittle: all the cool stuff i knew i learned by myself.
littlelittle: they dont teach a fuckin thing
^pyro^: so what did they teach?
littlelittle: haha.
littlelittle: i dont know
littlelittle: how to assemble and disassemble computers?
littlelittle: troubleshooting
^pyro^: ohh
littlelittle: but they never get around to the cool parts
littlelittle: like codes, and everything
littlelittle: or networking
littlelittle: some of the lecturers boast on knowing shits about networking
littlelittle: they only know the first pages of the books
^pyro^: heh
littlelittle: bunch of craps
littlelittle: when i asked for notes, they'd go like, "that gonna be a lot. i'll give it to you later."
littlelittle: yeah rite.
^pyro^: and they don't?
littlelittle: nope
littlelittle: they're always 'busy'
^pyro^: wtf?
^pyro^: how can they do this?
littlelittle: and besides, they said, "it's not part of the modules"
^pyro^: you are not studyin for free ya know
^pyro^: you are payin money to study
^pyro^: damnit
littlelittle: last year they taught us how to install ms2k, and how to set up the clients etc.
littlelittle: and that was it. that was all in the "network" module
^pyro^: ic
littlelittle: so u can understand why i have totally lost interest in college
littlelittle: i used to go cracks about computers
littlelittle: i still do, but my enthusiasm had deteriorated
^pyro^: hmmm....
^pyro^: it gets lost sometimes in the chaos
littlelittle: i guess
littlelittle: now ppl tend to think i'm a bubblegum
littlelittle: or an airhead
littlelittle: who only cares about what my fashion magazines say
littlelittle: some of the guys were surprised when i talked to them about devil may cry
littlelittle: hahahah
^pyro^: hehe
littlelittle: i guess i dont strike them as the video-game-playing type
^pyro^: but what is the devil may cry?
littlelittle: it's a ps2 game
^pyro^: i c
littlelittle: u dont know video games?
^pyro^: just a lil
littlelittle: owh.
littlelittle: i go cracks about video games too
^pyro^: cool
littlelittle: and maths
littlelittle: and books
littlelittle: and drawing
littlelittle: and writing
littlelittle: i am obviously bored or i mustve flipped
littlelittle: i am telling you stuff about myself. geez.
^pyro^: it's alrite
^pyro^: (=
littlelittle: what abt u
littlelittle: do u go cracks abt computers?
littlelittle: u seem occupied and distracted
^pyro^: i don't know much about computers and stuff
^pyro^: if i have a problem then i get to learn what problem it is and learn how to solve it
^pyro^: other than that nope i don't even go there
littlelittle: owh
littlelittle: i should get my technician cert by now
^pyro^: cool
littlelittle: but no. nothing.
^pyro^: nothin?
^pyro^: how come?
littlelittle: and they dont even get around to give us the offering letter for the asst eng. dip
littlelittle: uh well, it's 'sedang diuruskan'
^pyro^: sedang diuruskan <---- what's that?
littlelittle: means they're taking care of it
littlelittle: which is what they told us months ago
^pyro^: ohh it sucks, really
^pyro^: crappy lecturers you got
littlelittle: indeed
littlelittle: but billy said i shud just finish what i started
littlelittle: else i would start a trend for the rest of my life
^pyro^: yeah he's right i guess
littlelittle: so i am just trying to get by
littlelittle: i dont care shit abt the asst eng dip anymore
^pyro^: but at least finish it
littlelittle: yeah. thats what he said
littlelittle: i just saw somthing abt universal IM or whatever
^pyro^: huh?
littlelittle: it combines msn, yahoo msgr, icq and AIM together
^pyro^: ohhh
littlelittle: i'm having a look
^pyro^: i wanna look too
littlelittle: http://lp.zango.com/?BID=4117
^pyro^: looks cool
* littlelittle has quit IRC (Read error: No route to host)
*And then I got autokilled.*
That was the longest conversation I had with Tyler. Happened way back in 2005. That was about 2 years ago. Just shows how much I'm not bothering with this blog. Ha ha. Bleh I am sleepy. Need.. sleep.. been up all nite to take care of this bloody thing. Why I even bother is beyond me.
Nite, Simon.
::xoxoxo:: 4:53 AM
