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what is it.

I've been so negative lately. And I'm currently hooked on this song by Liz Phair - Why Can't I
I've seriously lost interest in college. I've been losing interest in practically everything lately. The littlest thing gets to me. What is it about life that gets to you so much?

::xoxoxo:: 6:43 PM

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bullshit.

I received this message in my email few days ago. Some old friend from school forwarded it to me.

"You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next year,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference
in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish
you.
Send this to all your friends,
no matter how often you talk,
or how close you are,
and send it to the person who sent it to you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,
and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend,
someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at
all,
just remember this text.." blah.. blah.. blah..

I can't help but think that it is such a bullshit. Especially the "even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. ." line. I mean, seriously. If you don't care enough to even stay in touch in the smallest, simplest way with a certain friend, would you rate that someone as "special and have made a difference" or someone you'd "look up to and truly cherish" I say it's totally bullshit. One might not want to admit this, but heck I'd be more than happy to. Yeah, yeah.. life's a cliche, but bleah. There's no reason why we should resort to a total corniness shit like that. If you want that someone to know that they actually mean something to you, you don't send them emails that could be implying that you might ACTUALLY stop talking to them for good. There might be circumstances, right. But if you truly, and I mean, TRULY do cherish them as much as you say so, there shouldn't be a reason why you'd let them wonder why you'd stopped talking to them, rite. Whatever. It's such a stupid cliche. Total pyschological bullshit.
And that email? Totally just some way out to forwarded emails. Shitness. Nobody loves anyone anymore.

Oh. It's Alleyza's birthday today.

::xoxoxo:: 5:33 PM

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